♥ Un-thanked For

my life has totally changed
since i cant remember when.
I don't need anybody claiming they'd
help me when , their life isn't any better.
My whole life, spent pleasing ppl.
Never did i once look at myself in the mirror and ask
WTF are u doin.

But now, i've seen

and i look completly like shit.

Not superficialy,

but deep within.

I look like someone, completly

driven into insanity.

And now i've cleaned up this mess.

And given everyting a rest.

It took me a hour,

to clear up a mistake that could've

taken me a life time.

And now here i am, my thoughts cleared

self respect regained.

Turn and look at the new me ,

middle finger in your face.